PIZZA

#1: best pizza toppings are: mushrooms, pineapple, feta, spinach, not necessarily in this order and not necessarily on the same pizza pie

#2: I can eat an entire medium pizza without trying but it has to be thin crust + 1 topping only

#3: my favourite dipping sauce is marinara sauce i guess creamy garlic is a close second (it is more fun for me to eat pizza crust with a dipping sauce)

#4: MY best pizza experiences:

- midnight bike ride through a graveyard with crush and then we had pizza later

-went to toronto to see friends, had gourmet pizza later that i did not pay for (!)

-had my very own 8 slice medium pizza for nye with my friend, who also had her own medium pizza, then when i came home the next day there was leftover cold pizza in the fridge

#5 MY not good pizza experiences

-im a vegetarian so when my family gets pizza with meat on top of it i can't eat it even though i would like to eat pizza with them and so then i feel left out. (although, now my family always gets a vegetarian pizza for me because i voiced my feelings)

-the one time i went to toronto and had gourmet pizza with my friends, i initially told them i wasn't hungry so i wasn't going to chip in for the pizza but then when they brought the physical meal into the apartment i realized i was hungrier than i thought so i felt bad because i ate several slices

-one time i made pita pizzas at home by myself but the pita was moldy so i had to turn back

-one time i told my date that i love little caesars hot and ready pizzas and he's like 'ew that's gross, hot and dirty pizza'

#6: neutral pizza experiences

-i like eating at pizza hut buffet .. my sibs and i usually go together when we've all got time off

-one time i went with a friend to a pizza hut buffet and she managed to sneak out a whole pizza for her grandma! it was pretty cool because her grandma wasn't hungry so we ate it while playing computer games, (this is neutral because i ate entirely too much pizza that afternoon, not because she stole)

#7: Miscellany

-i like drinking water with pizza because it doesn't obscure the taste

-i don't fold my pizza, ever

Hey my name is donna. i've been listening to a lot of music lately, trying to shift this weight on my chest out of its place, even if just for a bit. a lot of pain inside of me lately. there is a lot of anger inside of me. it's pretty raw, feel raw all of the time. I feel raw all of the time and I don't know how to make it stop. I feel like i'm holding my breath and no one and nothing is coming to relieve me or stop me from dying. I feel like i'm pretty close to drowning, all I have to do is remove my hand from over my mouth and nose and I'm gone. There's not much between me and death haha, not much at all. Sometimes I feel like the entire world has got it figured out, but I don't. I simply go through life in a muddled haze, half-pondered ideas, fragmented fragments. It's not structured and there's no control. Ever. I worry as much as I always have, but now that the drugs and the pills and the clock have been introduced it's a bit surreal, and I realize that in the end I'll never get out unscathed. We all have our demons and mine are great, I've done some bad things and I will have to endure those things on my own, and that's my reality. it's not a bad

this life is so endlessly boring

it reminds me of a circle, no ending, no beginning

just racing in circles with no point or view of an ending or repeated place markers

how are people not drug addicts

it's pretty difficult to care about responsibilities and guidelines when the days blur into one another